am sitting here trying to go through these proposals and at the same time trying to stay awake. EH put it in perspective by mentioning that this has got to be better than staring out the window down in Segamat. He's got a point, except that I didn't even get a window in Segamat.

these proposals are another unfortunate show of how technology in the business world is always cluttered by business, management and admin driven overheads and red tape, that frankly just rather tedious. i was actually having fun going through the technical portion of the proposal; unfortunately happy days are over and i have to force myself to digest the other portions on project management and business value and commercials and cost/benefits and comms and and all the other sleep inducing goobledigook

espcially since they all have a tendency to sound exactly the same .. ever noticed that?

colorful diagrams help though

and why is it so damn quiet in the office right now?? where is everyone and why am I not there too?

a whole weekend of alternating between sleep and tv during the day, and drinking and partying all night long, seems to have done wonders for my flu. except my nose is still running ...

i better go catch it. heh heh heh.

ok fine, lame joke. LAMMOOOOOO.

i suddenly realized that i'm lacking in something else to do in life .. aside from work and hanging out. most people have other things .. gigs, working out, some sport, painting, art, golf even. what do i have .. sure hanging out at bangsar or kl on the weekends is cool and all, but i need something more to flesh out my life and give it meaning other than work.

unfortunately hobbies cost money. uurrrggghh.

i need to go check out the spca volunteering .. ok this weekend.

oh and btw you know who got back together with her bf apparently.


oh yeah .. i need to bitch about that cat ... that damn slut of a stray that i was so kind as to feed and look after her first litter of brats. how does she repay me? i'm looking for something to wear in my closet, and i hear a little sneeze .. and knowing that that cat isnt pregnant anymore, i'm suddenly worried. so i start looking around the room, under all the boxes and stuff, but no kittens .. *pheewww* slight sigh of relief. quickly washed away by a sudden thought .. i rip open the doors of my closet and low and behold .. there nuzzled quietely in the corner, all warm in my clothes .. is that little bitch slut of a stray and her new litter.

clothes covered in blood and afterbirth and cat gook. walls streaked with blood, looking like something was slaughtered in there.

and if that wasnt bad enough .. the next day the little bitch gets locked in the house somehow (no thanks to my idiot brother no doubt) .. i come back and guess what, it decided to take a fucking piss on my bed. soaks thought my blankets and my sheets. i end up sleeping with a thin little sheet, the only thing i could find to shield me from the artificial cold. probably how i caught the flu.

i'm gonna kill that cat

light headed and feverish again .. don't know what's wrong with me, second time in 2 weeks, thirs time in 2 months that i've been sick. i tihnk the cough from the last one even ran into this one's fever and flur

so i finally decide i should make use of my petronas medical, and made an appt up at Mont Kiara Medical (or rather, Twin Towers Medical City, as its not been rebranded for some odd reason). Really nice doctor. Except that after listening to my go on about repeated illnesses and fatigue and inability to function, she just sticks a termo in my ear and one of those wodden sticks down my throat and tells me she's gonna load me up on pills and antibiotics.

what the hell

Found this on bash.org, thought it was hilarious (and pathetically appropriate :)

okay, my ADD has officially gotten out of control
i just tried to go to the bathroom, but i ended up shaving, washing my face, taking a short shower, putting in fresh toilet paper, and taking out the trash. so now i'm back here, and i still have to pee.

its raining .. but with the PeTT upfacing spotlights it looks like its snowing, quite beautiful actually .. sometimes it is rewarding to be in the office at night while its pouring outside.

surrealistic

going to bukit tinggi this weekend to look at bunnies. or something.