got my maxis bill .. apparently I spent RM127 on international calls last month. funny how they add up haha. and then i spent another almost hundred bucks on about 500 smses (heck I know to who). funny how they add up to haha. wait how the heck did i end up sending 500 smses in one month?? haha.

btw if you cant tell, the "haha" is an attempt to diffuse my anguish and frustration and disappointment at not finding any billing errors. apparently i *AM* just really high maintenance.

i saw L yesterday .. she came over after work and she was sorta hungry and not feeling well so we went to get a bite to eat. think she's working out too much and not eating enough to sustain it. haha was kinda funny, though, was almost like feeding a poor orphan who hasnt eaten in a week. then we came up and had tea and just hung out, exhausted as heck.

she said she likes my company and my sarcastic sense of humor, cuz its almost like hers. and i make good conversation. and my nose aint flat and has character apparently. and i like kisses. and, come on, i'm just so damn gorgeous heh.

then she was like .. so how do you "use" women? actually made me ponder for a bit .. I came to the conclusion that if i just took you to movies (ie as a pre-event before going home and taking your clothes off haha) that probably means i'm just using ya, cuz i dont have to talk to you at the movies.

pg was being a bitch yesterday, something about not being over me and me inadvertantly pissing her off by talking about my dating life. and of course when i don't say anything she's like "oh no, i want you to tell me the truth no matter what i wanna be your best buddy i dont want you to keep things from me etc etc". what the fuck woman, make up your god forsaken mind. its been like 40 years or something.

driving me nuts.

i dunno why i even bother.

oh i was chatting with s today, she told me she fancies girls too, i was like, heh, another one. why am i like surrounded by bi or almost-bi women: l, s, sb, d, a, f (eventhough she refuses to admit it). oh wait what am i saying, thats a good thing, wohoo!