right .. so i've been finally scheduled to meet with A on Friday. which just plain sucks because what the hell am I supposed to do till then? and How the heck are we gonna get everything sorta out by the 1st week or March??

so valentines day was nice ... went for sushi at genkis .. wanted to go for desert at chillis .. rich chocolate cake topped with a scope of rich vanilla ice cream, smothered in a thick, tantalizing coating of chocolate sauce and caramel. but then there were 6 billion people waiting in line at chillis, so i said, lets get some ice cream and brownies and go somewhere quiet. and it was quiet. and nice. just the two of us. *grin*

and then around 10ish she said something about sympathy (emphasis on pathy as a reference to pity) for the bf who's apparently sitting at home alone. left at 11. why am i not surprised.

she said i have an innocent, virginal look on my face. i was like, wtf?? but then she said my eyes are playful, like "come play with me, i know more than you think". and makes her wanna know what i know.

virginal? haha .. suurree.

seeing her again tonite.

the restlessness is back.

i think its a halo effect from the travel fair this weekend, which I decided to avoid at all costs since I don't have any money to book my Rm2000 trip to egypt. why join the rest of kiasu-malaysia in a pointless stampede. im not a mindless twirp.

of course, that doesnt explain why i joined the other half of kiasu-malaysia at the ikea sale.

just posturings, delusions of imagined self-importance. or a psychotic apotheosis of the mind?

"On 'Meet the Press' yesterday President Bush was asked what he would do if he lost the election and Bush said, 'Phhh, you mean like last time?'" —Jay Leno