there's this ambiguously gay looking guy sitting in front of me and he keeps looking at me. sure, take it as a compliment you say. i'd just much rather he be an ambiguously gay looking female.

and his just as ambiguously gay looking friend is checking out every guy that walks by. how cute ..

so i've been sitting around the house all day wasting my time because we were supposed to go to dad's today ... but my brother had tuition until 4 so i figured i'd watch tv and go at 4 for an hour or so and then go sit a starbucks cuz come on i have things to do.

well he doesnt get done until like 5 at which point he informs me that dad says not to come until 7. i'm like wtf, i've been sitting around the whole freaking day for nothing. so i get fedup and go off and do my own thing, and my brother just called and casually informs me that dad says we can go now .. its 745 by the way. what the hell does he think i have nothing better to do than to sit around and wait for him? i have a life you know. of course that concept is completely foreign to mr general everyone-do-it-my-way there.

whatever

whoops there he goes again. what am i supposed to be, blind?

or is my noticing supposed to be the point?

eww


was watching an interesting episode of the practice today, this christian scientist couple was being tried for murder for the death of their 3-yr old because they refused to seek medical treatment due to their faith.

aside from the disturbing nature of watching your child die a painful death by illness while you sat back and prayed, one thing the father said during his testimony had sorta got me, he was saying that human nature has a line of tolerance, and that as time progresses this line changes and moves forward, adapts and evolves. from organ transplant, and now stem cells, and in the future some form of human cloning may even be acceptable. and as christian scientists they refuse to allow their line of acceptability to change and evolve

what gets me is his automatic implication that change and evolution of beliefs is supposed to be a bad thing? the fact is that everything has to change and evolve and adapt to the times, and anything that doesnt gets left behind. anything that doesnt evolve will die, that includes any gods and deities and any believes that accompany and support them.

in Lamb, chris moore made a good point, the character Joshua look at the great wall and realized one of the greatest flaws of Tao. The Tao value inaction above all else, and a wall is the defense of a country that values inaction. but a wall imprisons its people as much as it protects it. inaction imprisons people, only change liberates them.

gotta wash my sheets *grin*